my dear will back tonight~~~

OMG...i thought he will back after i started go to work. Ping call me just now and say his departs time kota kinabalu to kl is 9pm, so around 10:45am will be arrive kl!~!~!~ Then will use 1 hours to reach s'ban. But yesterday my dad already bought the movie ticket "congkak" at 9:30pm. If i know he back on today, i sure will not go out to watch movie. Hehe...neverminds la, even after i finish watch the movie he also just arrive s'ban.

Haha...last week i got my company call, she say 1st of may is public holiday, so ask me started go to work at 2nd of may. Since i have extra 1 more holidays, so i should use this opportunity to having fun with him. Coz i know after i started to work, only work come into my mind, no more fun again!!!

Back from Port Dickson

Yesterday is my best friends Hong birthday, so i go to celebrate with her at Port Dickson. Haha..have a long time din't join alot of kids to play, so funny!!! But you will disturb by kids's crying when you're sleep. So sometime really got abit pichi. This year is Hong 21 years old birthday. Since she have working, so she ask her colleague and boss celebrate together. Then after check out and having lunch, they directly go to work, and me go back to continue my sleep.

Happy Birthday to Hong!!!!

Hong, wish u hv a unforgettable bday! Although lan n may cant celebrate v u, u're alwz is our best friends!!!

Hong & M3

Me, Hong, Karen

feeling of waiting people

Finally i experience the taste of waiting people. Last night ping calling me say he will be back within 10 days, i shock and really very happy!!!OMG ><, i can't control my emotion, coz i really have a long time din't see him (more than 1 month). Did he's weight get light compare to last time?? Haha...i don't think so!!! His's mom also asking him this question (he told me), so i think this is the most things we're concern....Keke...Everyday i will countdown the days...after tonight, still have 8 days to wait..

Tonight daddy & mommy will go to Pulau Langkawi. So these 3 days i need to cook for myself and my sis. Haha...i scared delicious food will become to unsavory!!! Then at that time my 2nd brother sure will laugh me...But i got confident to do it well!!! Since my mom cooking is very good, then i think her daughter's cooking also not bad too...wakaka...

my cousin's BB full moon

This picture i taken at January, but i just got it now. Keke..really very appreciate to my little handsome kin send all these picture to me, somemore purposely using his laptop send old's photo to me!!!TQ so much!!! That day is my cousin hou's BB full moon. He name his son as lee jin xuan(duno spell it correct anot), but almost all people also call him as xuan xuan!!! He's eyes and nose really very pretty, haha...completely same as my cousin n his wife!!!

mommy & my sis yan

thinking someone??

yea...my expression look like very stupid ><

our's dearest mommy!!!

VS

My cousin Hou can consider as my playmates when i was a child. Kaka..when i was a child, everybody also call me as "fei po", coz at that time i really damn fat, somemore my hair style got abit look like a boy!!! So people call me as "nan ren po" also is suitable to my style >< Luckly now i not fatter than last time(even thought stil got abit baby fat)!!! Then, my cousin's body size is same as me, also is a fat gang!!! So i got a sweet member when i was a child!! But unfortunately also got a terrible and horrible experience when i was a child...this things nobody know, except ping, so very thanks to him accompany me until now..even that things cannot be disappear in my mind, i will make myself stronger and stronger...

Good By3 to my KL friends

Today is my lass class, so next time don't have "go to school" this sentences come from my mouth. Actually this saturday and friday i got a nails class, but my Ipoh teacher got training, so postpone it to next saturday and friday. So i still got 2 days can enjoy school life, after that will be not more again!!!

my dad suddenly calling me say his worker got go to kl on tomorrow. So ask me tidy up all my things and start to move out to Seremban on tomorrow! Wah....i just graduate no more than 24 hours, let me stay here few days to take rest 1st la..haiz...i have no choice, coz my dad say very mafan, don wan move my things 2 times. So tonight i must finish tidy up my things...if no, i will be kill by my dad's worker!!!!

Alamak..now i only realise i have alot of rubbish in my room!!!! got alot of things that seems like very useful, but actually is rubbish...Actually i very busy today, no time to upload my blog, but i very lazy to continue tidy up again, so use this good opportunity to slack off and upload my blog! Keke..

still left 3 days to graduate...

keke...i waiting for this day until my neck very long...That day is i long-cherished, coz i wanna earn more and more money!!!But 1 things i very afraid is i cant same as now so free, always date my friends go for movie or yumcha...Haha...After i start to work, the rule for everyday is same, which is wake up early, crush into bus, traffic jam, bath....when u done all of this, then you will realize it's already turn to night...then u need to go to the bed and get a enough sleep for tomorrow working!!! Wah...the most things i hate is suck in the road!!! KL is totally not same as s'ban..coz it may waste you more than 2 hours to get back into yours hourse!! Haiz, tonight i have try this experience again...from sungai wang back to setapak waste me 2 hours!!! wtf!!! It make my petpet very painful...luckly i got seat, if no will turn to my leg pain!!!! so suffer!!!!!

I think i interview the all 3 jobs i not able to do again..coz i need to wait for ping come back KL and settle his things. Then he will move to KL also and ask me work at around the place his live. Haiz, because of my job, we already quarrel many times. He blame me why cant wait for him back and go for interview?? Only 2 weeks also cant wait..keep blaming me..Haiz...actually what his say are true..coz i also don't know where i wan to move..

So now the only things i can do is move my things to s'ban 1st, after graduate go to sarawak v his's parents, then go to find a place to move in. After i move in, i only can go to find job. ><

心痛

今晚，我的心真的是很痛。。痛是因为我不能够为她做些什么，只能够在她身边听她诉苦，当她的听众。我不知道该怎样才能够帮到她，也许只有她本身才能够解决！认识她几年了，从没看过她那么无助。。。真的是好想帮她治好她的眼泪，更想帮她治好里面内心的痛！看着她眼泪一滴一滴地流，我的心真的是很痛。。很心酸。。我告诉自己我不能够在她面前哭，因为我不想让她变得更脆弱。。我希望她不必再用一张坚强的脸而隐藏心里面的不快，然后回到家把自己躲藏在房间！！唉，赖雪妮。。你应该怎样才能够帮到她。。。T_T